What you give is what you get


Amethyst, rose quartz, clear quartz  - good for healing your chakras each day. They bring relaxation and they are beautiful. Houseplants, love every morning when you wake up.

Amethyst, rose quartz, clear quartz – good for healing your chakras each day.
They bring relaxation and they are beautiful.
Houseplants, love every morning when you wake up.


Be nice to others 🙂

LSD, the feared drug – Ross Ulbricht (Silkroad), prison for life

People find themselves from LSD almost daily; the sellers of LSD go to jail for life

I respect what Ross Ulbricht didn’t/did do, Silkroad was the work of a hero not a criminal.Opposing the state is never accepted.


It has changed the lives of many people. There is a reason for this> freedom of choice.

We live in a state&world where we got very little choices / freedom in own house and of own body.

Some of the things that were sold on Silkroad were of divine help to many people, and it wasn’t just about drugs either, it was a market place.

No words can describe.. infinite love every day since, found my true self due to SR, might not had otherwise, had lost my soul for 16 years almost fully

Some drugs can be good and can heal the psyche, like LSD it will let us know just how much we are as human beings

No words can describe, truly the most humbling experience in my life and every day since

I have since come to find out many people have taken LSD:

Richard Feynmann (famous nobel price physicist)

Steve Jobs

Timothy Leary

Ram Dass (spiritual guru)

Deepak Chopra (spiritual guru)

and many more

Very very humbling, it opened my eyes, I can never view the world the same as before

A very good thing, I would recommend LSD to anybody feeling sad/depressed – as long as they are not the type of person being afraid / with lots of problems in life

If you feel in control of your mind it can help you like it did to me

I feel like a child again, the world is a miracle, nature is a miracle each day since

Divine love each day for 3 years now, every day.

Respect to the sellers of LSD on Silkroad

for selling a drug that can give life in prison, for a greater purpose

for a cheap price

to help people, because it was sold to help not to destroy

A picture of what LSD looks like (taken from google images, not mine)
what lsd blotter looks like, silkroad
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Seems clearly other people are inspired to print buddhist pictures / meditating monks on the LSD. It has changed many lives for the better.

Have since come to find out that my rebirth experience with LSD is not unique, has happened to many people. Truly a divine molecule here to help mankind.
I don’t believe it was an accident that Albert Hofmann invented it either, must have been God/divine help helping him to create it.

Miracles happen in weird ways, LSD truly was one of the biggest miracles in my life.
Other miracles are feeling god every day since in my life, seeing every living creature and nature as sacred again, and my own body as sacred and divine now.

Being so inspired I feel I have to help others, not by giving them LSD, but by helping them to overcome their negative thoughts, to remember themselves, the perfect soul they really are!

We are all one
All one of the divine creator
All of the same source, infinite timeless eternal love

We must live this truth, LSD taught me this. Accept and appreciate.

My best lucid dreaming method (works 8/10 times!)


PRE-REQS: dream journal beside the bed/laptop to write down as soon as you wake up

you should write down BEFORE you open your eyes or in same second as opening your eyes

or the dream is gone!!

The dream disappears within 5 seconds from waking up

It is very important to have dream journal if you want to LD, you should remember at least 1 dream every night every week.

When you can do that your chances for a LD will be 10x higher, probably 10x more LDs than usual!!


1. binaural beats (if there is not 100% silent in the room where you sleep)
2. lay on back always, LDs don’t work when sleeping on the side

3. lay still and let body fall asleep while you focus on a point in the room, don’t move

4. try to feel a leg after maybe 10mins (in your mind, move it 1mm in the mind/physical very carefully), whole body gets heavy and falls asleep
5. you can feel legs and hands being paralyzed, you can hardly move them, very heavy
=> you are very close to a LD

6. strange sounds can happen, you are now on the boder of a LD

strange scenes in your head can happen, i.e. you walking around somewhere, let you float with the scenery

this is how I do everytime, works very good for me
Do dream recall frequently too, read from your dream journal every week

try to recognize patterns, write them down, see what they have in common

makes it easier to LD in the future


That it takes easily 30-45mins to reach a LD in this way

It is important for me to realize this, if I know this I give myself good time!
Then it almost always happens … takes 45mins laying on back to get into a LD

The best Lucid Dreaming aid

Is not B-vitamins, tried that many times

Is not Salvia divinorum

Is not Ilex Guayusa

Is not Dreamherb

but is not putting anything in your body

and also binaural beats if you are having bad luck, they really help and make mine much clearer

get 5x more success with those

fasting always helps too! makes you closer to spirit

Theta binaural beats @ youtube:


I have had success maybe 5-10 times with this one, flew through the roof and saw my building from outside, flew over the small roads with people beneath, flew all around the city and country and visited people I knew, met other people who flied in the air too (my bro)

so really increased lucidity

I never had any luck with b-vitamins not even in high doses… or bananas that many recommend.

Natural is best. Also tried all lucid herbs mentioned above without luck (except for Salvia, gave me 3 LDs in 3 night – too much, and too wild dreams… not very controlable I think was thrown from one dream to another)

How interdimensional parasites feed off our negative energy (the reptilians)

Some call them the reptilians, the following is my experience.

They feed off our negative emotions

They brain wash us with tv and commercials

They take over our bodies when we are asleep

They can actually possess a human if the human fears them, and the human will lose his/her soul and be trapped on earth, for generations

I lost my soul for 16 years after a sleep paralysis experience (google sleep paralysis, 100% the thing that occurred to me, same demon figure)

People all over the world have experienced it through time (called the succubus,incubus – devil winged creatures trying to sit on you and possess your soul)

I had mine when I was 12 years old, still remember it like 1 hour ago 20 years later!

So it had a huge impact on my life, never was the same after it.

But after my awakening I became a new person and found my soul, all fear left.

Love is stronger than fear, there cannot be fear with an opened heart.

Be love.

Inform your friends that if they think negatively and treat others people badly that they might be possessed – that’s where the negative energy comes from

It is natural to be happy, that is our base state, joyful state of being, everything is a miracle every living creature and nature and all we see.

If everything is shit, we are usually possed, or brainwashed from tv/radio , or both!!

Watch out,

Dont watch tv

dont listen to the radio

Make your own food so you don’t destroy your body like I did (I ate pizza everyday for 10 years due to being possessed and having lost my soul)


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Signs of being demon possessed:

careless about own body and others

hating own body / and others

negative thoughts

thoughts of self harm

hurting own body feels good, is funny

listening to dark depressing music like death metal, metal etc.

fewer friends , people don’t want to be around you, people feel ‘afraid’ around you

self harm – with food, drugs, overworking or similar, or cigarettes too

overactive sexuality , only thinking about sex/living for sex

never loves! , never gives to others – never joyful , at best is sarchastic and hateful to others – prideful likes to be better than others

those are some of the usual signs, a really possessed person will have ALL of the signs

the christians weren’t wrong with the bible, demons are pretty real, you can only stop them by living very carefully or they may show up in your life, or in the life of everyone you know if you don’t warn them.

I have seen then in the lives of almost everyone I know.

my story

My shaman journey, 2012

It all started with a rebirth experience after I had gotten terribly ill, the worst sick in my life

I felt a disconnection from my body , and like being reborn

since that day I feel love for myself and everything I see
before that I felt hate for myself and didn’t accept everything, not necessarily hate for others – but I didn’t accept myself

I just hated myself for many years, completely careless, tried to destroy my body

after that rebirth experience that night, synchronicity increased intensely
started meeting 5 people a day who had stuff to tell me, out of nowhere
they would literally knock on my door, call me, write me on facebook, if I went outside the door 3-5 people would come up to
me and ask direction or talk about the weather etc.

then I started getting information from my spirit animals somehow
I had a few budgies, and they were tame

it seems I kept receiving healing messages from both spirit animals and my ancestors in my trance sessions
each session healed both myself and people around me

and I tried my best to spread what I learned and learn from each session

one session I apparently hadn’t done my preparations
I was meeting several ancestor spirits and they seemed angry, felt like they entered my body
and felt intense pain for many hours, kept laying down and almost screaming in pain
they told me to “respect the anscestors” – that was the message I got, confused me quite a bit

I didn’t know what that mean, or that I was performing spirit communication in my sessions
I thought the messages I was receiving was from my higher self.

But now it all made sense, most sessions I have had I started seeing the eyes everywhere, then messages that applied
as good to me as to other people
messages that healed my soul everytime and helped me heal others next days most times, spread the love I received

not this time, I felt pain in the session and a little bit drained
I researched this time as I didn’t know what had happened, usually I felt connected to good spirits of some kind , several

presences and full energy next day, like being reborn  – meet new people, out in nature etc.

apparently native americans and other traditions, african tribes, shamans etc. have ceremonies to respect their ancestor

when we go into trance we enter into the dimensions of the dead
we bring back healing messages, heal our own soul, to bring that love to others, in the name of the anscestors and the holy


apparently I hadn’t been doing my preparations too well
I was sick and just wanted a relief from the sickness, and my anscestors taught me that is a bad way of communication
they basically entered my body it seemed and gave me intense pain the whole session
when session was over I felt quite a bit drained, but still learned valuable lessons

the best ways of performing ceremonies for me:
– walk and sit in nature regularly
– psytrance / trance music
– pray regularly
– spirit animals (mine seems to be budgies – it is like I understand them somehow and like I receive messages from them

– crystals , grounds
– help others, spread the love – and remember that what you are spreading is not your own, it is the love of the holy spirit

/ anscestors
– eat healthy
– be aware of all times, of synchronicites – often your spirit animal will meet you in nature

when performing trance sessions:

– have an intent, or help others before donig it, so you are grounded and have learned from previous sessions
– remember to ground and protect yourself
(visualize clear light suddrounding you – holy spirit, visualize connection to the ground)
– offer to the ancestors (show them respect, they are you and trying to help you)
– call on anscestors , ask them what they want

I have seen everyone around me change completely, after healing myself
and everyone I meet in strange ways and become friend with apparently are also into divination or are aware of the soul-body


no coincidences.

I feel like a new person every day, like a child again, 1996-2012, suddenly I feel like my normal self
felt possessed somehow for many years

it all started with a demonic sleep paralysis, I hadn’t felt like myself for years since that, only after my awakening
lost the love for myself and everything I saw that day, became careless about myself
but when I found myself and remembered who I was it all reversed.

seems lucid dreaming has access to the spirit realm too..
it is a good idea to remember that no demons can cause you any harm if you don’t fear
only if you fear.
go straight for them, look them into their eyes, them they will try to get away.

I don’t like sharing this story with most people, as shamanism is not accepted in this culture
but I am aware that anything I have mentioned here others have experienced in other cultures now, but I wasn’t at first, it

was strange at first, thought I was going crazy (but at the same time I had the best clarity of thought I have ever had,

noticed everything).

my shamanic awakening started when I realized that most illnesses start in the soul
and everything is a reflection of your inner state of being (soul)
I am not a full shaman, but I try to spread the love I receive in sessions to people around me and reconnect to the earth.
I have had very intense health issues for almost 2 years, my awakening started a few months into it, and I become the

opposite person of before almost, but same person as always (inner being never changes).

I now try to respect the ancestors in every session , I did in most other sessions
I usually never tripped to know it all, I tripped for the love and to bring the love back with me.

I am now aware of the spirit world it seems, that I am a soul in a body just like everyone else here on earth, and that there

is a spriit world with old souls that try to communicate with you, but only if you treat then with respect
you meet the soul which meets your frequency, so if you do help others etc. you meet loving spirits, if you abuse stuff you
meet abusive spirits.

Always do your prepations, and learn from each session.

Remember that if you do work, you possibly change the whole universe, so only work for the highest good, to heal, to bring back healing, to respect the ancestor relationship.
I usually pray to the holy spirit to heal through me and protect me.


My Old self
Used to eat pizzas every day for 12 years, often 2-3 times a day
smoked cigarettes and marijuana daily, in huge amounts
careless about myself, only eating, doing schoolwork and sleeping was my life for many years

complete opposite person now, seems that if you don’t live as your thoughts, there is only one way you can live